I want a friendship. I don't want a second marriage, I don't want a casual facebook friend, I want a friendship. I want someone that I know no matter what life throws at us, that she will be right next to me. I want to feel like I make this person better because I'm in her life. I want to laugh when we're together - I want to see her smile when we're together. I want someone that I can talk to about the most trivial things to the biggest life decisions. There will be days that we go without talking, but the time that we do talk, I want to cherish. I want to look forward to being together. I want to do life together. I want to go through the rollercoasters of life together supporting eachother and holding on tight when it gets scary. I want a constant in the ever changing life we live.
I miss you too.
3 years ago
I miss you a whole lot megan. I remember highschool and sometimes I really miss it. I mean I have my bestfriend Shannon now and I love her very much and she is very important to me. But sometimes, I really miss highschool and when life was so simple. When even though i was so scared to drive, even to just New Sharon, I would do it so I could spend the night with the Carmichaels, my second family.
ReplyDeleteYou meant alot to me and I am sorry that we havent gotten to talk on the phone or even email alot, but I think about you very often and I miss you alot Megsie:)
I am always here if you need a friend to talk to. I know I dont live in the same state as you, but I am here for you. I know what you mean about longing for something more, I mean for me its the longing for a husband, someone I can share my life with and share love with. Sometimes we take for granted the hear and now, because we are always longing for more. I do this all the time and I am finally learning to cherish the amazing family and friends that I do have.
and I want you to know how much I appriciate you and the memories I have of past years. Memories I will always have and never forget. You helped me become who I am today and you gave me some wonderful memories and I hope I have done the same for you as well:)
Love you friend
Becky